Mugging for o's.
& i do not owe you any explanation.
But if you want any, i have plenty to explain for my actions.
I did no wrong.
You dragged yourself into dissapointment, not me!

Everything is just a false hope.

Seriously too many thins just happened in one shot. All of it simply just caused me to burst into tears:/
Town-ed ytd with lynn, wynn, fynn, jack and yeehong. We went down at quite a kate timing thus nothing much for us to enjoy. Furthermore, all of us are lack of money, lols. Had an hearttalk with mummy nixxy and cried): Went home at around 11+, waited for korkor to come over. Puffed, slack watch my show. Had been thinking alot.
I just can't afford to loose anything now unlike th past i thought that i still have alot of understanding ppl around me but no longer now. Thus, i am not going to loose anything i want now. But afterall i was still defeated!.
I do not know what to say, all i could is just to say that boy you left me speechless which most of th girls will say when their guy leave thm. Perhaps my high hopes just caused me into misery. Why whenever i just ask for one simple thing i can't get?. Why do you guys always give me th care and concern and just stop there. All i want is th love. Perhaps, i am th one who is thinking too much and you dnt even give a damn.
Can i just not have feelings?. I think i shouldn't be strong anymore. Knowing more only hurt myself more :/

Everything is too much!

Auntie's visiting today totally sux. I may like her but i dislike her friends... If all of these are money and come at one shot i don't mind but you ain't, all of these makes me so uncomfortable and fustrated.
Wokeup in the morning, not in a very good mood as i am feeling really uncomfortable. First thing i did was went to bathe then keep coughing. Afterwhich went to look at my phone, wow missedcalls and messages, worst still they are not friendly which makes me even more fustrated!:/
Tried to drag myself to school but seriously cannot makeit. Decided to consult the doctor at polyclinic. Before i even reach polyclinic, my phone rang like it has never ring before. My daddy is caslling!. God's shit, i am paniking oh yeah. Told him everything that i wasn't feeling well and he told me that my teacher called telling him that i've not been going to school very often and today i have an exam. Which it makes me like as fool to ask around and i realised that the éxam'he is reffering is totally cock! When i hang, i still felt ok. After awhile my phone rang again and it's my mum, gosh, they call my phone like it is a free hotline. Shiok or shiok, mum received the news that i didn't attend school too. Power luh, her mouth finally can move and her words in her mouth finally gain their freedom and nag alll the way. Went home wait for time to pass then go poly for my turn.
Luckily mum and dad understands at last. Went to meet my sigina and her xialan boyfriend. Had lots of fun but too bad i have to go home early . Went home and watched my show then started fb-king.
The next thing which makes me bloody irritated is that someone. Oh please, typical guy yet so rude. Do not even know how to reply a simple status. Fine, anyway you are just my side dish. Hopeless!.
Now i am wondering if i should go school tmr, having 2days MC. Grrraaahhhhs :/

You aren't th one i guess.

Went out the whole day today and now at Gombak Mac with my cousin and his friends. So bored and tires, how i wish i could get home right now hug my boster, rest my head on the pillow ,warmth myself in the blanket and lie on the bed right now!.
Met my sigina just now and DDR-ed for awhile then headed to meet my precious ohmi and ayah, laughed like crazy at thre while eating and the stupid guy is damn irrits i swear! Sigina and ohmi are my precious, can't loose them man!:)
Happy birthday anw!.
Cab-ed home as i am too pek-chek and tipsy, who knows when i reached home, my dearest cousin asked me out to eat. Lols, and thus i ended up in mac doing nothing so i decided to blog:)
CalenderCalender on the wall, do you know sometimes i wish that you could just flip-flap-flop fast yet at times i wish that you could just stop flapping and just be still there. But now just flip-flap-flop and let me get over with my o's uh :P
I miss my bed!!!!!!!. Tipsy Tipsy, when so , sleep!:D
Buhhhbyeee~~~~

Does life really requires to think far ahead?

Well, ytd was a slacking friday. After school, dal went home with me and i had a bathe then went out. Met carrotChen at batok for her appointment after which, we headed to westmall for lunch. Nonsensical stuffs happenned and i laughed like nobody's business, lol!
Went home then after that went to clementi with dal, her turn to bathe!!!,lols:P She made me wait for almost an hour as she helped her mum to pluck white hair, cute or cute huh?. Went to cityvite to buy my foundation and suddenly"bingfu" name pop out on my mind so i gave him a call. Met him for a short xialan session, forever wont change one uh he. Headed to 328, boring!!!!. My god, slackslack&slack then cabbed home!.
Woolala, went for tuition today morning such a goodgirl hur isn't it? Did chemistry test and i passed. My teacher and i was so shocked ,lols cause peirong passed chemistry. Hahaha:D Reached home after which i am going to meet my sigina!!!^^v She is missing for quite a period of time!!!!, damn idiot. We used to meetup almost everyday lah , but now we are so busy...Nabeys. Don't like:( O's faster endend , i wanna have a care-free life, come'on calender, flip-flap faster okay?:D Well, i should head for a puff now as mummy went out to shop for some groceries, heehooo!
P/s: Recently i have been thinking too far away from the reality. I just don't know why and when i realised it, i found myself really like a retard. Oh mine, stop giving me all sorts of illusions and feelings okay. I ain't love in it !:(

I am a bitch, what about you?

Went to TnaglinHQ ytd and today got fever. 2 days straight didn't go to school. Just got myself updated that too many people now loves to bear responsibility for no reason. Oh yeah, maybe you can say that you are clever to scent what i've said but aren't you stupid enough to take such a long time to do so when i am ald being so obvious!. Whatever you are doing may not be a concern to me but thinking through someone precious is being phsyco-ed by you, so how could these be out of my concern, have some brain please!. I don't mind being listed as a bitch or slut because i am already one and i am proud to be one!. So please just look into the mirror once again and pray hard that you guys would last because with my existance , it's totally impossible :D Put this in mind okay. Lastly , thanks so much lil girl for betraying me . You are listed as a 'BETRAYER"!

Happy Birthday to me :D