Poor Life .

These few days i just feel so down , thinking that i am useless and reflecting on everything i have done . Forcing myself to say that " Yea , i am in wrong in everything , that's why people critisize me " But the truth is that those people critisizing and accusing me are like insanes , so how could i take their words ? . But still , those words are still spinning in my mind no matter how hard to forget it and sometimes it hurts . Especially from the close ones . Oh well , if i am the one really in wrong i won't mind which includes that you are a normal person ! . Yea , so this few days , those words people said to me are revolving round my head which really make me so giddy and down . Just want to let you all know that every human beings do have feelings and that includes me . Please do not come and lecture / accuse / critisize me just because you feel like moving your mouth and make some noise . Well , enough of it . The more i talk about it , i feels more down .

Well , for most of the people , i believe that they should be out there enjoying their June holidays already . But i am so damn pathetic that i still have extended lessons for a week , but at the starting of the week , ifelt that lessons are quite useful and so i told myself that i am really going to cherish this one week & be an obedient girl , aha :P Finally , the week is going to end soon and the good news is that tmr i will be released at 10.30 a.m :D , woolala .

Due to friendships , these few days or rather weeks , i have been hanging out with H.Wifey as we spent most of our time studying . Initially , we are like strangers and don't talk much till these few days , oh no ! , Totally gone-case , we are like nuts . She started smiling to herself then followed by me laughing out loud . Guess what , how dare we laughed out so loud like nobody's business in the school library today . Haha , luckily i got her as i got to focus on my works more when out studying with her . Previously , i did not manage to even complete half of my assignments but now , i completed at least 1 of it . I felt my life much more meaningful after gaining so much knowledge . Woahs , awaked !

And to my qingaideSigina , we finally metup with each other today , updating each other so much and having so much fun together . Messing around , making her feels awkward , making me feel awkward ... all sorts of things . Seriously , i miss those times with her . Sigina , hold on there for me to complete my o's and hangout like last time again yeahs ?! , love you till my last single bit of breath uh !:D

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And lastly , there's a period of time since i went to korkor house due to some uncomfortable feelings . I really miss those days and times . now ZL korkor is going into army , those times could only be left as memories as i would no longer have the same feeling anymore . Everyone's gonna be busy with their own things after tmr's chalet . Anthony - ITE , Didi & Me - O level . Hmmms , how i wish that i could rewind the time . Fate ! .

Well , i should end here :)